Skin today..

Today my skin is much better. I guess it was the stress of giving up drugs that made my exzema break out very badly. When I gave up smoking it my skin was really bad too. I had a lot panic attacks and things like that. I think I had seven panic attacks one day, and that was was happening a lot then. I had a lot of inner pain. I thik that contributes to exzema and other skin-nerve problms. Sometimes when I stressed my hair falls out a bit. But today all is not that bad. Generally I am fine. Every now and then I break out in rashes, but I can deal with that. 

Snow_Punk

I'm stressed, and my skin feels the pressure!!

Dry and uncomfortable, that's what I'd call it!! Stress isn't good for people with Excema! But hey, what can ya do? Life is sometimes stressful!! Think possitive, and remember that you're not alone!!

Alright tonight...

I'll give a more detailed description of my daily skin routines. I always have to keep my skin moisturised, and that's every day. I think it's a bit of a psychological struggle sometimes, with what I was programmed with as a child, I'm not sure?Imprints of the mind!!!

Essay due...

Today my skin's feeling o.k. I don't have the usual red, blotchy, and itchy face that I normally get whilst I'm writing essays. I just have to get on with things. I'm heading north, just for a couple of days, for Chrismas. This is a time when I normally get stressed out. I hate all the consume and the Capitalists money making simulation of Christmas. It just seems very fake. I just think it's great that the kids love it, even though they are gettin' conditioned into a consumer society, and being exploited. It's a shame! Why can't we be loving to each other all the time? Why should it be special at Christmas? The birth of Christ. What has that got to do with Christmas? I'll tell you. It's only the Christ in Christmas, and even this has been turned into an X. Feel free, if you can, and be loving to someone you know. Tell someone you love them!

Today

Today my skin has been much calmer. Maybe it's good that I write about my feelings? I still have red patches of skin on different parts of my body, and they do itch, but I can put up with that today. I get self-obsessed most days about the way I look. I feel I've aged pretty much since I've come of all the drugs that I was using, and my skin is very dry most of the time and needs daily moisterising. I guess the stress of having, ( wanting ) to detox, and living without medication, did give my body a bit of a shock. Some days I suffer from anxiety and scratch myself that hard that my skin bleeds. It's really stressful when my face gets affected with Excema. I just want to hide away when things get that bad. It usually happens when I suffer from anxiety, or when I fear something and have some sort of internal conflict. But today I feel o.k, and yes, I can live with my skin problem. I have to.

My Skin

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